and that's it.. bye canadianlosergirl.

♥l o l o

1// start thinking about things before i impulsively do them. im way t0o impulsive.
2// stop cheating. in more ways than one. none of it leads to g0od things.
3// start a band with annie. not sure on who else will be in it because friend relationships are shaky with them sometimes..
4// stop putting on acts when i dont like someone. from now on if i dont like you then ima be a bitch to you see if i care.
5// try to stay single for more than a week damnit.
6// stop procrastinating as much. maybe that will help my grades.
7// write a song i can actually make some guitar music to. i have a habit of writing confusing songs..
8// get my homework done as s0on as i get home from sch0ol/sports. procrastination is bad and leads to bad grades which leads to me getting grounded.
9// find my disposable camera finish it and get it developed lol. i lost that thing a long ass time ago..
10// take more pictures with my digital camera. i did not buy it to sit on top of my printer and collect dust.
11// keep a planner for all the homework/stuff i have to do in the year.. also with birthdays and important dates so i dont forget like i always seem to.
12// realize when im wanting something i can't have and try to control/sort out my 'wants' and 'needs' in life.
13// stop lying!!! and if i have to lie make it a white lie that sounds real.. haha. and don't go overboard with that..
14// read all if not most of the b0oks in the georgia nicholson series. actually to read more in general..
15// finally make that dress with my mom.
16// get my special ear piercing =]
17// become a little more responsible and keep track of things better. also maybe celan my r0om once in awhile..
18// become a better person in general.. like be nicer to other people and such.
19// spend more time with my family maybe?
20// develop my c0oking skills.

that's all i can really think of. sounds g0od to me tho. yeah ok bye.

♥lolo
♣im sick of writing every song about you♣

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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? haha i made out with a girll
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more in 2004? no and maybe actually yes i have one
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? nahh unless you include teachers
4. Did anyone close to you die? yes
5. What countries did you visit? canadaaaa
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a brain and a BAND! annie we gotta get that started
7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? lol let's not go there
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? soccer and varsityy track! and landing that jump CORRECTLY when i went snowboarding yeahyuh
9. What was your biggest failure? i dont even want to think about that!
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? my kneeeeeees =[
11. What was the best thing you bought? uhmmm MY CAMERA!!!
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? what the fuckkk?
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? gosh idk..
14. Where did most of your money go? camera
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? lots of things lol
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? i JUST WANNA LiVE!!
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
      Wiser? a little bit but not really.. i still do the same stupid stuff..
      Healthier? not counting my fucking knees then i should hope so
      Richer? hahahahhahahahahhhhahahahhhahahahah
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? idk
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? slackinggg/not caring about anything
20. How will you be spending Christmas? like i always do.. at home with the fam
22. Did you fall in love in 2004? im not sure..
23. How many one-night stands? haha let's not go there..
24. What was your favorite TV program? friends.. ima miss it..
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time of the year last year? mmhm.. a cow and a pig and someone else..
26. What was the best book you read? born confused
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? the killerrrrssssssss
28. What did you want and get? ipod! well.. i didnt always want it..
29. What did you want and not get? new computer and some other things..
30. What was your favorite film of this year? NAPOLEON DYNAMiTE! and the terminal
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? turned 15and had a whole bunch of friends over at my house to sleepover then go to the beach the next dayy.. and the day b4 luke asked me out =]
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? i wear what is on my fl0or and seemingly clean.
34. What kept you sane? friends/running/soccer
35. Who did you miss? rebecca and marjie. =[
36. Who did something for you that you will never forget? so many people.. but most of all annie. i love you annie.
 37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.: i learned that when someone really cares about you you shouldn't let that go if you may feel the same way and that if your friends get mad at you for petty things let them be alone for awhile and they'll come around and if they dont they were never your friends anyway.
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.: 'i tried to be perfect, it just wasn't worth it'-sum-41 or 'i've got this figured out and then you go and change it'-spitalfield

g0odybye to 2004. i dont know if i'll miss you. heLLo to 2005. hope you're a better year than the last one.

♥lolo
♣i think i know what you won't tell me♣

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people like to make my plans for happiness not work.
it's gayyness.
ill just go beat them with a ham. that might make me feel better. mother fucking jews.
well. goin to katii's in awhile. i can bitch to her about it. oh the p0or thing! lol ill go early so i can talk to her alonee about it =] oh yeah and kevin's gonna be there! yay.
and i just found out i have to be late to katii's. shit.
yeah ok bye.

♥lolo
♣literate and stylish, kissable and quiet♣

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